why...

I have seen startling things ~ ~ why ~ ~ ~ now a happy woman again go back to before the bear's life ~ why ~ I have been true to her live happy now ~ ~ ~ ~ why I ~ ~ ~ inability to know ~ ~ ~ why~~i dint noe ~~i really dunoe why ~~why God does not bless people ~~why~~~~~~~~~~I really do not want do not want to ~ ~ ~ ~ When I want greetings ~ I know ~ I'm not to question....i dint have..status~~to ask him....some thing happend do not go back ~it / gone ~~Including feeling~heart~~and some memory...but i sad~